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Guys I think it's happened. I think it has finally happened. And how ironic for it to happen right after I thought it never would?

I looked into the mirror today, and after years of self hate, I truely and completely said "Look at that girl. She's lucky, she's happy, and she's damn beautiful."

And I'm damn proud I can say this and not feel guilty.

Finally.

It has been four quick months, and the only thing that has bewildered me still is the amount of people telling me I'm pretty,cute,hot,etc.

I know you guys want me to know this, and I still can't believe it. With all of us being teenagers, don't you think you should stop for a moment and look at your own self confidence before telling people to "Shut up, you're pretty, so stop saying you aren't."

I have boys telling me this, girls telling me this, my family telling me this, and the only thing stopping me from looking in the mirror and smiling is my confidence. After years of dating boys from the "Loser" group, people asking me in a weird voice "You're going out with /him/?" it makes me stop and wonder if what they tell me is true. That I can do better.

I've started trying, it hasn't been working very well. He's the one I want to be with, but he can't stop staring at others. He's told me he likes me (a lot) but is it true, if he's still in a relationship?

I wanted to get this down in words and share it...because it might help those who have their own self confidence problems. I really don't want comments "reassuring" me that I'm cute or such, because I don't want to hear it after being told about a million times last night. Slightly emo moment but I'll be up and happy again in no time.

Ta ta for now. <3

You know who is so close to being mine, I can taste him OwO

Not creepy...

Anywho, put in my shorter labret. Feels nice and snug, so I changed the ball to a spike c:

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This article blew my mind D:

Like honestly, Twitards would be so selfish and absurd to go to lengths such as throwing acid on someone?! Holy shit I never knew one group of fans could go to great lengths just because someone insults, or just barely disagrees with a book they like. A fucking book for christs sake.

I honestly wish Stephanie Meyer never wrote Twilight, if she didn't, so many people would have never fought and future fights could have been stopped too. This makes me hate Twilight just so much more, for what the fans are doing.

Gifts:

~KittyGurl1111
1. MolexGreg(South Park) artsies <3
2. Murdoc (Gorillaz) artsies
3. DamienxMole artsies
4. South Park Art/fiction

~ZenshiUchiha
1. Smutty yaoi for her b-day

Secret!
1. Prussia x Hungary

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For m'self:

1. Correct Edgar info sheet
2. Pre-skip Sadao
3. Pre-skip Keisuke
4. Pre-skip Shi
5. Multitude of 2D arts because apparently I am to blame for Steph's Gorillaz sudden adiction c: